have you ever just looked at someone and thought, my fucking god i love you. i love every goddamn ounce. i love your bones and your soul. but I’m a loser, who just doesn’t wanna lose you. i can lose fucking everything, but not you. oh god. not you.
i hate getting close to people because then they realize i’m a piece of shit
if we havent talked in forever i am very sorry i thought i was annoying you